Life

If I had to sit here and think about life and its beauty then I guess there is a lot to talk about. But have you ever thought about writing down the most difficult moments in life. I guess it’s a funny way we just don’t want to keep unwanted memories.

Hurt feels like a distant memory. But the pain is still there. It can never be removed. It is a gut-wrenching pain, a heart ache. Sometimes when I go back to the depths of my soul and remember the smallest details about life. I know its still there. If i could re-trace those paths and correct my wrongs, then maybe I would not land in my present situation that I am. The reality is my life looks so bleak.

Dreams are a part of us. We dream about life about our loved ones, about anything for that matter. They make us feel better about life but they never come true. I guess dreams are an escape of the realities of life. I dream so much about my loved ones but the moment I wake up I don’t remember it. I usually wish my dreams were my reality. How wonderful would that be? Then I would not feel betrayed, hurt, shattered, broken promises.

I am literally feeling empty and drained. It’s like all my happiness is sucked out of me like a sponge. I feel like a caged animal. I want to be set free from all this. Break the shackles and run away to a place unknown.

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